Saturday, 5 April 2008

mixed emotions

look at me.
i am still the same.
i still feel the same.
i deserve some respect for all that i have done. for that i have felt.
don't love me. don't hate me. respect.
gratitude. no need for you to say the words-thank you.
atleast seem like you have the gratitude.

i am not a bad person. i deserve a smile. a hello. a goodbye, maybe.
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sounds seep through, of your voice, your laugh. your eyes linger on the stare.
you cry. your tears on my fingers, my heart skip's a beat.
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she's gone.
never to return. death consumes. every second seems longer.
she's gone.
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how can i make it better? how can i stop these tears, from your eyes and mine?
should i stay or should i go?
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sweet love, sweet sorrow, sweet nothing.

nothing..

nothing.