it has been a long time.
new job. new love. new heartache.
people who know me might just not agree with the heartache; but they will with the new love.
seems like i've fallen for, fallen flat on my face, had a short crush, a long infatuation, an ex lover, a new lover all packed up in one day. but that's the joke that has formed out of it all. it doesn't matter though, because i know i love love. and i don't think i want to change that. :)
so i love you.
do you know what i'm thinking when i kiss your lips?
do you know that i smile?
do you ever stop to think for once how my emotions function?
not a player. yet. i just fall for the moment i guess.
very random, yet here it is on the internet to be judged.
literally thoughts. someone asked me one day if i have a blog. when i said yes, i was asked if it is one of those sappy "my thoughts" type blog, where i'd open up up about literally anything. and i smiled and said, yes of course it is.
and if this rant of mine has made you think, feel, want, then that's all that matters.
take the plunge. you got one life. and when you meet someone that means a lot, someone you know can make you take the leap of faith, you'll know. until then, don't be afraid to fall for someone, but know what you want before you plunge into their lives. know what you feel for them/him/her :) and never hide it. we all look for the same thing at the end of the road. there may be no light there, but there sure will be someone you love waiting. and with the friends i have made along they way, i know i won't be alone...
“So many fail because they don't get started - they don't go. They don't overcome inertia. They don't begin.”
W. Clement Stone
to all the people who took that first step, the rest is going to be easy. this is only the beginning