Friday, 19 October 2007

Words

I'm the type of girl who'll burst out laughing for something that happened inside my head or centuries ago.
I'm the type of girl who'll cry looking at the sky or the rain.
I'm the type of girl you can love or hate, either way I will still like you or maybe even admire you.
I'm the type of girl you can't stand and would want to strangle at any given instant, but I'm still here, annoying the living daylights out of you.
I'm the type of girl who'll never stop loving you, even if you stop loving me.
I'm the type of girl who will be the only one standing with my arms spread open in the middle of Brigade Road.
I'm the type of girl who will walk on the divider of the road just for the fun of it.
I'm the type of girl who can be fussy and calm at the same time.
I'm the type of girl who loves talking to ramdom and strange people, and I think I like that best about me.
I'm the type of girl who will talk to bartenders even if I'm not drunk and I do end up knowing more about him than he does of me.
I'm the type of girl who can get drunk on air and music alone.
I'm the type of girl who was a fanatic drinker of alchohol and is not anymore.
I'm the type of girl who finds bubbles and colours fasinating.

I'm the type of girl who can be fasinated.
I'm the type of girl we refer to as a romantic, I can find romance in a cigarette.
I'm the type of girl who loves and hates.

I'm pretty much in love with everything and hate it at the same time.
By everything I do mean EVERYTHING.
I've found sudden liking to the way paper feels in my hand.

I'm the girl you can count on to be there for you, even if I hate your guts and would rather bury you as deep as possible.
I'm the type of girl who means it when I say "I will be here for you."
I'm the type of girl who's just plain "bizzare" and I believe weird is a compliment.

Kate and me are bizzare. Are you?

I'm the type of girl who wants to know everything there is to know.
Knowledge is power.
I'm the type of girl who says the above and still refuses to read the newpaper, and relies on word of mouth.
I'm the type of girl who wats to be your friend, be the one you can lean on. So what if you are a stranger?!

"I'm the type of girl who will make sure you know what I'm saying even if I don't.
I'm the type of girl who wants to be in the middle of it all, among people.
I'm the type of girl who wants you to take a journey with me, though you and I both will have no clue about this journey." ((quoting Kate))

I'm the type of girl who wants it all and wants nothing at all.
I'm the type of girl who's contradictory most of the times, but I still make sense.
I'm the type of girl who has been in love 3 times and close to it many times.
I'm the type of girl who likes to make everyone happy, give them that warm-fuzzy-feeling on the inside.
I'm the type of girl who takes friends as family.
I'm the type of girl who can chase people away from me.
I'm the type of girl who can make friends anywhere.

I'm the type of girl who wants to fly, literally, like superman.
I'm the type of girl who can't swim and is afraid of drowning, yet loves the water.

I'm the type of girl who wants to travel the world and meet many more bizzare people.

I'm the type of girl who loves to get lost in the world of books and the world of Shakespeare.
I'm the type of girl who loves you, even though I don't know you.

I'm the type of girl who has a lot to say, but I always forget what I want to say or don't know how to say it.
I'm the type of girl who is forgetfull and yet never forgets. Women never forget!

"There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how" Oasis, Wonderwall

I'm the type of girl who dislikes anything that is incomplete, though there are rare exceptions.

I'm the type of girl who's submerged in the world of music and this is the best sort of drowning.
I'm the type of girl who's soaring in the sky of words and still has nothing to say on certain occasions.
I'm the type of girl who's sentimental and practical.

I'm the type of girl who is very moody. It doesn't really bother me. Though this can spoil your mood, so I try to not show you the colours in my head.

I'm the type of girl who's here, just like you, in pain, with hope in my skin.

I'm the type of girl who's here, trying to give you a glimpse into my world.

Can you see me now??
For the crazy-bizzare-loving-sentimental-talkative girl that I am?

2 comments:

Anupam said...

The contingency of encountering an introspective youth is quite remote. You have just made an ostentation of higher cognitive processes of introspection, ambivalence, self-concept, etc. I have maintained, as u might know, for quite some time that "if only people could come to terms with what really goes on inside their heads". You seem to have excellently crossed the milestone in stylish, free-verse grandeur. The grandeur and openness of the piece is most appealing... I could quite go on analyzing every aspect but then, it might turn out to be bigger than the blog!! LOL!!! anyway, Je t'aime... (You can't fight it)!!!

alice said...

openness and honesty are definite and compelling lures. this entry has it in spades. beautiful flow!