Monday, 18 June 2007
Under The Blanket Of Haze
Its that time of the year again, when dreams remain and future seems blurry.
Why can't there be answers to these unwanted questions?!
I've run out of reasons to be content, happy. Practicality sinks in. Philosophy surges through.
Is it just me or is it the haze I'm under, forcing me to see bitterness in the world?!
Past relationships are here, to stay or leave, I know not!
A cyberspace astro speak:
"Tip of the day: Enjoy the evening in a candlelight dinner with your beloved to make a soothing beginning."
Coincidence?! I am meeting the ghost from the past, today.
I will take the tip, of enjoying it.
But, the matters of decision making will be on hold, for a long time.
Trust, faith, love, lust and everything else has to be carefully planned.
It is hard and confusing. Lets put aside how the decision will affect me for a moment, but I know how it will affect the ONLY people who stood by me, cradled me. And considering that, it makes it even harder.
*sigh* The jouney, life takes us on........
I am stronger now, and the famous saying slips into my head:
"You fooled me once, shame on you. You fooled me twice, shame on me."
Being fooled once was hard enough......