Monday, 4 June 2007

Tears in Heaven


Its June already.
Time goes by........will it ever stop?! Obviously not!

She's gone. I can't believe it. The cheap thrills of being a young adult, leads to death sometimes.
Everything seems unfair, not just to me, to everyone. I'm being unfair too, I guess this is a sign that I'm letting go.

Her face doesn't seem to fade. I can also picture her walking in to the place where I am, and stopping to talk to me even if she's busy. She always had a way of finding me! I always wondered how she spotted me among so many bodies.....but she did, always did.

I haven't cried yet, mourned yet. Work's kept me busy. Distracted.

26th May. 5:00 am. On the road. She's gone, every memory, ever smell, every touch, all gone, in a second, all gone......

I miss you, even though we weren't best of friends, I will miss you.
Take care my friend, I will see you on the other side.

"Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven " Eric Clapton

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